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As giving massage, I got some imagination in my mind and it helps me to relax.
 
When pressing down the back by elbows, I am a sloth moving in a tree slowly.
 
When massaging the head and neck, I am waving on the sedate sea surface.
 
When oil massaging, my hands and elbows become snakes, foraging for food.

I was upset yesterday. As washing a bitch's feet, she murmured to a silly and fat guy who came with her.
I knew it. I could sense it's something against me. It got on my nerves. The fire of anger started burning in my body.
When I finished, I went to the sink, poured the water. Meanwhile the bitch went to the reception.
I knew what's going on now. Again. Discrimination. This time I just couldn't stand it anymore. 
My adrenalin was going. I went toward the reception with extremely anger.
Then I forced myself calm and said "Are you going to change a masseuse?!" She said "Yes."
I said to the receptionist "That's fine. I don't want to massage her!"
Then I went into the restroom. Shit! Fuck you! Bitch! I could not calm down. I needed to kill someone. I wanted to shout.
 
One minute later, the receptionist came and said "Could you massage the guy and another masseuse massage the woman?
The cosmetologist has convinced them to stay." I said "So they wanted to cancel?! Just let them go, I don't want to massage them!"
Later, she came again, I knew I was troubling her so I took it. Shit! Nosy cosmetologist.
 
 

In a shock
I realized I might kill a person.
The wave of anger  drowned my reason.
I lost my marbles.
Then I couldn't be happy anymore.
It's better to be hurt than to hurt someone.
 

 
在泰舒活的按摩師都好厲害
希望半年後我也能跟他們一樣
經過三天的練習
身體已經快被按爛了...筋骨也鬆到不行...已經分不出按完那種輕鬆的感覺
只想不要再按我了吧...我一個月內都不要按摩了
前天還被老師刮痧...整個背紫紅一片...到底刮沙是不是把微血管弄破呀...痛爆了...刮完也沒特別感覺
但是為了學習我還是忍耐
 
自己老是做些很冷門的事情
我猜從事泰式按摩的台灣人應該少之又少
且這些少數人當中真正受泰國師傅教導的更少吧
今天即將服務第一位客人
go go go!!!
等一切進入軌道
還可以來學點泰語
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我可愛的小姪女
現在一歲半,很聰明唷...
 

今天第一天轉換陣地到泰舒活
同事都是泰國人
重新學習腿部的按摩
明天還要迎接新的挑戰
加油加油
keep swimming
 
http://www.thai-spa.com.tw/cetacean/front/bin/home.phtml泰舒活網站
 

March 14, all masseuses quitted.
March 15, the store shut down.
No one wanted to live and no one wanted to close it.
So what's going on?
Rumors! Trust! Communication!
Before the boss had meeting with workers one by one on March 12.
I heared of boss wanted extend our working hours and pay us incording to how many customers  we give massage.
I heared of they only need 4 masseuses.
There were 7 masseuses and they didn't want me and Chen to stay because we are dumb and one time Chen got customer complain.
The store run badly and lost much money.
Before my turn to talk with boss, one colleague said that the shareholders had meeting on March 2 and they had decided to change the wages.
That is, by giving every single massage we get 50 percentage money but the boss had promised us our pay was 30000 NTD per month.
So the colleague was going nut and saying  "we've been working for half month nearly"." How do they pay now?"
She was packing and saying "I feel like being tricked." "I will ask for what I deserved. I can't trust boss any more."
We were shocked by her emotional behavior.
When my turn came, I went downstairs with anger but I was calm.
I clarified everything with the boss.
Then he clarified everything we wondered to us.
So there were two points : First, he will accomplish his promise til March 14. Second, he wants all of us to stay but if only 4 people, they can earn enough money for living.
After he left, one of us said he was lying. Another said talking to us one by one was a device but now he failed.
He was afraid of no one staying so he changeing saying all the time.
Me and Chen couldn't figure out what truth is and whom to trust.
All masseuses like to work here but saying something bad behind each other.
We all have upsides and downsides.
For me, it is better to clarify in person instead of taking anyone's saying serious.
March 15, the boss called me, Chen and other two to go back.
March 16, today us/our/we four will have lunch together.
I don't sleep well these days.
Many things happened at the same time.
My heart is tired.
 
 
 
 
 
 

12/10 回國已經七個月
我總算學會按摩而且開始工作了
有一種踏實的感覺
因為那是我想要的
至少我有客人來讓我練習
這樣技術就會越來越純熟
最後變成我真正會的東西
 

I think the body movement is the most importan inThai Massage.
Today I will have a test and start working then.

23/11/09 正式到泰式按摩店學習
已經學了五天:腳部,手部,背部拉筋,背部乾壓
最重要的是心與身體律動
但是我都還沒學到
加油
已經慢慢邁向我想要的生活了